I have been down this road before and it did not lead me to my destination. There was a fork in the road and somehow I went right instead of left. It has been a long journey but I’m prepared for this long walk again.
My walk started yesterday and I will hope to have this pleasant surprise mid 2011. I do still worry that the previous stroll will take its toll on me and I will be discouraged, and talk myself out of it. So far so good right now though.
I went to bed last night thinking about all the things that will change. No more dogs in the bed, no more just getting up and leaving when I feel like it. Shoot, that will be the hardest thing ever.. I love to just get up and go. No warning, just get up and start my plan for the day. My how these things will change but I’m ready for the new challenges.
Just knowing that this could be the time; where I finish my 9 mile walk. Where I have amped myself up enough to know that I will be okay this time. Nothing can stop me. I have trained for this, dreamed about this path, this trail, this nature walk. When walking down this path, I will feel things, smell things, and think things I have never ever thought about before in my life. But for some reason when you’re in a good place and everything is going great, you always think about how good things could get or will be.
Today is the start of my new beginning. I’m so happy right now. I need to hear the sounds of the trees blowing, the squirrels running and the breeze blowing at the tops of the trees. The Blue Jays and Red Robins chirping and little feet running across the floor, these are the sounds I can’t wait to experience. The “Again” mission of becoming one with a living being.
I hope someone would go on this journey with me.
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