It happens once or twice a month, I need to sit back and reflect on my past. Change characteristics of myself for the best outcome in the future.
Doing this today due to a comment and I realized that I don’t have many issues with self. Most of my issues are of someone else and I take them on as if I need to change me. What I have learned in the past two or three years is that, I have to be ecstatic to be me (Thelma). NO one will make me love me. NO one will experience my past and live my present and dream of my future.
You walk in this world alone. Mistakes made alone and consequences are received solo. Whatever changes I feel is necessary should be all my own. I love me more than I ever have in life and I will not allow anyone to steal that from me. Like every person on earth I have made some bad decision. Should I be crucified because of these/those inadequacies….
My development as a woman will come every second, minute, hour, day, week, month and year. My exposure in life will allow me self reflect. I will mature and enlighten myself.
-Where there is great love, there are always miracles.- Willa Cather
