Randomness

I haven't been able to sleep the past few days or when I get to sleep I wake up at 5 in the morning and can't get back to sleep. Lots on my mind maybe. So, I figured what better place then my blog, to list the things that have crossed my mind recently.

I'm starting to worry about childcare- Not just the cost, that's really the last thing that I'm thinking about. Finding the right place for my child or children.

Eating properly so my child/children will be healthy.

Not wanting people to know to early- Just those very close to me and also asking them to keep their mouths shut. Lets see how long that last

Driving back and forth to NC while pregnant-Will I do the trip more often or not go back so much, due to the long ride and doing it alone. Maybe I will start to catch a plane. More to think about..

I'm have been very excited about Twins but GEESH!! who am I kidding, that’s more pampers, wipes, food, clothes, daycare, activities, parties and gifts. Do I have enough energy for two at time.


Having to change my entire life style because I will be a mommy soon- no more getting up and packing a bag for me to leave for Philly with no warning. Mommy has to get baby/babies ready and sometimes the dogs. No stopping one time to get to my destination faster. As I'm with child I will stop all the time to use the restroom, once baby/babies are here the stopping becomes for them.

There are lots more but I'm getting tired. Mekhi and Tori are draining me so fast. But its all well worth the fatigue and the sickness.